Bye-bye, ex-colleagues. Hello, colleagues.

It upsets me how female friends upset me.. Ex-colleagues.. I’m never going to talk to JBL again after this.. I felt betrayed, but I’m over it.. ‘coz I know the sadder I seem, it’ll just make her think I really care about her! Our friendship was a mistake, & nothing’ll ever change that. I already quit from Singhiaphin, & am not affliated with them in any way.. Just being myself: You do wrong, I shove the truth in your face & walk off.

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Rotting in Bridex Hall 10-12 Sept 13

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Bye-bye, ex-colleagues. Hello, colleagues.

It upsets me how female friends upset me.. Ex-colleagues.. I’m never going to talk to JBL again after this.. I felt betrayed, but I’m over it.. ‘coz I know the sadder I seem, it’ll just make her think I really care about her! Our friendship was a mistake, & nothing’ll ever change that. I already quit from Singhiaphin, & am not affliated with them in any way.. Just being myself: You do wrong, I shove the truth in your face & walk off.

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Life Quest!

Taking a break in a new work environment is refreshing.. surely have no more depressing issues like in my previous employment in the automotive parts industry. I chill on Saturday afternoons at the cafe and catch a movie sometimes on Sundays. To be up-to-date by working in an IT environment has been my dream for a very long time, and coupled with a career in human resources, I feel content. My only worry now is that Ah Hen may not want to stay here in Brunei for very long. Right, he has been very sweet and supportive in my life quest, but I will not force him into something he isn’t into. Hopefully, the storms have cleared up for now.

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Release

Update!
Nemesis/Rivals: Lily Bong, Djin Lim.

I don’t have much to say but I just want to stress that I feel so glad I stopped working at Singhiaphin. While I can bite my lips and take it lying down with Djin Lim, I can never stand Lily Bong. I tried to get along with her initially, but some people can never understand or respect you. I never meant to gossip or say bad about her behind her back but she kept annoying me, shouting and tossing sarcasm in my face. It all started when I rejected her invitation to party:
1. I’m too old for parties
2. I barely know her
3. I don’t like partying
4. I don’t drink or smoke,or karaoke
5. I’m a vegetarian
6. I don’t want to see Djin Lim’s new gf
7. Main reason: Ahen doesn’t want to go.
(and of course she shout you kanasai ! in my face)

After that, she kept doing strange things to get on my nerves. After I talked to any guy at work, she would go to the guy and chat him up. She also found a time to pour salt on my wounds, this way:

I: Jit, how did your party go?
(Jit tells me)
L: (turns to Jit) Your gf is goddamn sexy! Bring her again next time. (Pauses) If Djin was here, his mouth would water.

And of course I know last sentence was meant for me coz she never talks about Djin Lim & he is (or was) my enemy, only she keeps saying i love him despite everyone knows I already am dating Ahen.

I can’t find inner peace working there, and glad to say, she has stopped going for prayers at the temple. Good riddance, and it is time to forgive.. and forget, as says religion. But I know, despite my short temper, that I should not react strongly to her presence should she come back to the temple. After all legs are hers, and I have no position in the temple (just a junior after so many years). But I don’t want people to think I am jealous of her, or that I care. I just want my inner peace, and release. So I don’t regret that I have to compensate the company with one month’s salary.

Feelings::

Sometimes, I just need someone to be there for me. To listen to my problems & support me wherever he/she is.

But I don’t want to burden him with my problems or him to feel that I am such a terror.

I just care.
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Happy Dumpling Day﹌

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A picture speaks a thousand words…… or whatever the phrase. Dumpling from my bosses! Yummy yummy..

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As usual

Been busy with work & rarely had time to post. Succeeded in persuading my crush, Chai Hen, to get Samsung Grand Duos and if there are no issues, I plan to get that phone for mummy too.

Miss my sisters who are far away from me now & hope to see them soon. I miss my lovable cute niece Eliz who’s in Singapore! Glad she is starting to talk more as of recent FB posts from elder sister Celestial.

My ex visited the shop I work at again today & he is a 360° difference from the guy i knew ten years back. He brought his fiancee with him & I bluffed him my bf is “Uncle Cat”, my senior in the workplace. Surprisingly, he believed & we all had a big laugh about it after work. (We including Unc Cat who I call Koko Cat as I am one of the eldest in the workplace in the Slackers’ Division)

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My hair is getting better soon with my usage of Schwarzkoft Hair-Repair shampoo & hair mask. Can’t wait to dye it soon🙂

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